weddings

this coming weekend i'll be at another wedding.

that makes 3 this year (starting from last june). 

weddings are wonderful and exciting and a time of real joy and love.

but you can't help feeling just a little (or a lot) lonely. 

especially if you don't have a date.

weddings are bittersweet at the moment.

it's something like, "this will be me someday, but until then i can just sit here and cheer on my friends."

but also, "wow, i have never felt lonelier in my entire life."

ok, enough pity party for today.

it's usually a bad idea to listen to ella when you are already feeling a bit blue. she's either singing about love found or love lost. or baskets. 

time to bring home the bacon.

EDIT: Holy crap it's march already.