eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek

:)

that is all

moving blows

i am officially sick of moving.

the end.

ugh

i do not like being sick.

i do not like having to clean my apt while sick.

therefore, i will not. 

i will do it tomorrow.

maybe.

free free free

my roommates are all moved out. :)

roommate 1: we had so many good times this year. a few tense times but more good times.

roommate 2: you are a sweetheart. i am glad that we are friends.

roommate 3: it is ok that you are dating my exboyfriend. it is more ok because you don't live here anymore. also, that you can never cuddle with him on my couch again, that makes it more ok.

i love you all and forgive you roommate 3 for making the first semester really difficult. i want to put the past behind me, really. 

now...it's time for summer. everything is over, this summer is going to be busy and fun and i can't wait. 

love,

weekendhack

jury jury jury

today is the big day, vocal jury. i need to get ready, eat lunch then go practice for a while and learn this stinking song. i am pretty sure i have it, i just tend to blank on the words every now and then which is not good. also, need to write up my repertoire sheet. ok. getting dressed now.

love,

weekendhack

sleepy time

i went home for the night so i could go to bed early and wake up at the butt crack of dawn to finish my project. i have 5 hours to finish it, print it, copy it, and bind it. 

i'm gonna need some serious caffeine tomorrow morning.

7am here i come.

:)

so close to being done i can almost taste it.

love,

weekendhack

finals loom ahead

today is saturday.

i have not gotten any work done this weekend.

therefore, tomorrow is going to be work day.

so much for a day of rest.

the formal was a blast, although the dj was lame. if it wasn't a dance classic (i.e. sandstorm, electric slide, the twist, etc) it was a 90s one hit wonder.

like a prayer by madonna?

really?

ugh.

but the people there were fun and i got to dance with two cute boys. in fact when asked by boy #1, i said, "really?" in an overly excited 7th grade voice. 

i haven't danced with a boy who asked me in a long time.

anyway, it was fun and i am glad i went.

also, the "un-recital" tonight was hilarious. i love our department. we really know how to have a good time. especially when it involved making jokes at the expense of others. or those in the room. or ourselves.

despite the many many dramas of this semester, it has been a good one. i will miss the seniors who are leaving us behind. 

i also found out one of my student teaching placements, Hooray! it is at a nice small school about 15 minutes away, elementary music and choirs. I don't know if it is my first or second placement. either way, i am looking forward to it. 

love,

weekendhack

my fault?

so i went to bed at 12 last night, and my roommate (number 1 from the last post) was kind of angry with me. she still had to study for a test. now, mind you, we live in an apartment. with a living room and kitchen. both well equipped with light. it's not like i was making her go to bed or anything, i just needed to sleep (since being up past 1 for the last three nights was messing with me). 

also? there is a lamp under my bed (it's lofted) that i offered to pull out for her to study with. 

she refused.

she insisted on studying by the light of her computer. 

...?!

she could most definitely have gone out to the living room to study. ah, but why didn't she? because she is conjoined at the hip to her computer. * it is a nice, shiny, mac, but really? * 

i know that it is an important communication tool but someone should be able to study with talking on im. c'est vrai!

but she was still all huffy and pissed. this morning, i said "have a good day" and she totally ignored me. maybe she just didn't hear but i am pretty sure that she did. 

i do not need this right now. i think i'll go home tonight so i can go to bed when i want to. ie: 11pm.  maybe even 10:30pm

love, 

wh

chill as ice

i am much more relaxed now than i was last night.

however, i do have a ridiculous amount of work to do. so if you will excuse me,

i must be off. there are lesson plans to be collected. a paper to be writ and a piece to be composed. in that order.

also, running for officer in chorale. which position will i get, no one knows. 

drat. now i have to write three mini-speeches.

dear roommates

if any of my roommates even read my blog: i am in a generally pissed off state right now, therefore the following statements are in the heat of the moment and i will probably cool off in the next 20 minutes or so. that said, these are my thoughts and i am not apologetic for they are honest.

roommate 1

having a disclaimer in your away message does not excuse anyone for their behavior. everyone has A LOT to do. it's the week before finals and everyone is stressed. they are just finals and while they are important, what is more important? the way you treat people and how they see you or what you got on some silly assignment.

roommate 2

please don't be in the shower exactly 15 minutes before i need to leave for class so that i cannot brush my teeth.

roommate 3

stop dating my ex-boyfriend, it's weird

don't leave passive aggressive notes about the dishes. ask me like an adult.

just tired

so looking at the pile of work i have to do, i decided that i should post. of course

*warning: RANT n' RAVE POST*

i am tired of being alone. i am tired of seeing other people be all cutesy. i want cutesy back. cutesy is fun. and i am tired of people telling me that it is all in God's timing. i know it is in God's timing. EVERYTHING is in God's timing.

I am not content with where I am. With anything. My physical appearance, my family, my relationship with God and so much more.

Does anyone actually know (or care) how insecure I really am? 

We've got these stupid elections for positions in chorale and I really don't think I'll win anything. I am just not popular like those other girls. Sure people know who I am but when they think pretty and skinny and who they want running their chorale, they sure as heck won't think chubby, won't shutup annoying sj.

i'm going to our formal. and i will probably end up just sitting there feeling sorry for myself while all the other happy couples have a good time. and then that guy who is INCREDIBLY awkward will ask me to dance and I'll say no and then feel terrible because I am a bad person. 

why do i even bother going.

GUH. 

stupid college boys.

is it ok to cry in the library? i am almost there.